postponed

I have a real world life, but it was postponed.

unmotivated. That's what I'm feeling. With a few more negative emotions.

regret. doubtful. under appreciated. paranoid. frustrated.

moments of happiness are scarce.

sometimes, blessed with a feeling of loved. relief.

but these moments are few...almost close to none.

I pray this phase passes soon.

Cuz I dun want to miss out.

Cuz I dun want to waste so much time feeling down.

I have so much left to say. Yet, so much to become.